more letters

dear honey,
if i just can write that among the letters i send to you n the truth is i lie when i say it was a good love letter. how can it be a good love letter when every time i met some one i just wanna run away n expecting in return from you ,, i wish i brave enough to let go of you from within
if i have the beautiful face like my jojo
if i have that daring eyes n gesture like rien
if i have the funny things in uwie
if i if i if i n the truth is im not ,,
coz them also maybe not good enough for you
so im round in my own crazy circles
sometime wondering n sometime talking to my self as if im talking to you
rite now i really do wish i have your love
i wanna love my best friend n have the love too

my world would would be a beautiful place if i can share n show them to you
i wanna say to people that i love u coz i know you
like best friend do
like you hate honey n milk
like you love spicy
like you like babies
like your left leg hurt
or maybe every body knows that too

lately i know this kind of feeling wont go away even if  marrying else
then i'll carry you always here #heart as long as God not made me forget
the truth is i miss u every day, every hour, every minute n every beat of  ..

dream catcher

unstoppable thought and finally result things that always urge to seek
what i really want .. from a thought that living this life without value is horrible
i finally come some points that made my tummy lil comfy .. thats mean good btw
soooo .. this is my list
things i wanna be also things i really need to achive

good wife
great mom
best seller book writer
wealthy business woman
20 top blogger
successful fashion business woman
bestfriend to 100 girlsfriends
micro business empowerment
having most demand olshop product
yoga instructor
editor lifestyle magazine
bookstore n cafe owner
orphan home parents
amiin amin     

raja

have you ever love till you feel so fool?
well i do n that's what happen to me right now
my path brought me to you then i keep wishing
the things is i found raja n "raja"
you are my distraction n he also a distraction from you
one that always make me loosing my mind

my "raja"
when will i heal? when will a new heart arrived as i order it?
coz i lie when i said last time it was good love letter
the truth is it was the worst of all ..coz i do wish you
but i kind of figure it out that this way apply one way
i don't feel you ,, yet this amaze never stop
i adore you like a boy adore superhero
when you read this ,, would you give sign that you already taken
so i don't keep this insanity all my life
but if you do read this and you thought this is two way traffic
please don't waste our time .. coz it's not easy also start building ours
just smile and say "lets do all together"

*my friend once tell me sweet line like they say in the romantic movie
maybe yours is already in front of you but you're to afraid to see him
hope he will come to you n let you know that he's the one
ooohhhh isn't it so sweeeeeetttt
n i cross my finger to it 

dream a little dream

when the nite come
its nice to go home
on arms of people we dear (っ˘.˘)っ
to see their smile n return it back ( ˆ⌣ˆ )
to calm each other heart (っ ⌣ _⌣)っ <3 _(⌣_⌣..)_

to have appreciation of affection for man that work so hard on a whole day
n to serve with dearly from a wife that longing her ♥
to share the story of this whole day along with story of their kids..
to have hugs for little one n read them story to bed n sing lullaby ♬ for their baby

the nite is so cold but so warmth with moonlight n so much blessed..
sway music ♪ to deliver them to sleep
star shining bright above you nite breezes seems to whisper I love you.. stars fading..
sweet dreams till sunbeams find you sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you..
but in your dreams whatever they be dreams a little dream of me...
          
while I'm alone and blue as can be
DREAM A LITTLE DREAM OF ME

mabook

sudah tahun 2012 dan baru aja nulis 1 artikel n inipun sudah bulan mei!!!
ak pikir melanjutkan menulis bukuku sangat menyenangkan, ternyata ini kepala ga cukup focus untuk bisa berceloteh dan menulis hal-hal yang lucu atau menyenangkan atau berbobot atau berisi atau melengkapi ceritaku untuk bisa setapak ke arah finish.

lately issue yang juga curcolku belum juga menemukan jalan keluar dari labirin pikiranku tentang dia
ternyata sofie temen arisanku juga mempunyai problem yang sama
mencoba introspeksi dan menata langkah itu suatu hal yang bagus tapi berasa seperti punya amnesia
penyakit amnesiaku seperti di film-film itu, jadi selalu terjadi setelah ak terbangun dari tidur di malam hari
mungkin perlu dicoba ya ga tidur untuk bisa tetap menjaga semangat dari apa yang sudah direncanakan
atau mungkin hanya butuh wasit untuk selalu mengingatkan.. kick in the ass lebih tepatnya
so inilah yank terjadi saat orang mabook mumbling ... hehehee

all we need

have you seen baby smile or how baby so easily laugh?
so please dont think too much or thinking about useless things
all in this world what more be fun than funny things to laugh about?
i would say funny guy can easily win girl heart than handsome guy
yah kecuali kamu adalah seorang pengagum benda-benda di museum, so punya pacar yang cakep dan cantik untuk bisa dilihat-lihat berjam-jam pasti adalah hal yang menyenangkan. "hidungmu mancung sekali sayaaang" .. tapi menurutku tetep ga enak kalau ak ga bisa gigit itu hidung hihihi .. "matamu seperti kelereng dari berlian yaah.. hatiku seperti berlubang menatapmu terus" .. kalau kecanduan kaya gini aku bisa melewatkan bertahun-tahun cahaya dan Tuhan bakal terheran-heran saat ak menjawab pertanyaannya "apa yang sudah kau kerjakan di dunia?" dan ak hanya menjawab "ak terpaku menatap mata ciptaanmu Tuhan" .. eaaaaa qiqiqii

yesss all we need is lot of funny thing that makes us laugh a lot.
selain cinta dua arah yang buat kita mabuk kepayang,
selain kecantikan atau kegantengan dan percaya diri yang tinggi,
selain uang dan keinginan untuk membelanjakannya,
selain pengetahuan yang maha luas tentang hal-hal yang hebat
dan tentu selain rasa syukur yang bisa membuat segalanya indah.

Tapi percayalah kalau setiap hari dan sebagian waktu kita habiskan karena kebanyakan tertawa then i say you have beautiful life mon amie. sourire sourireee ;D

mon journal

Jogja, 24okt2011

Happy bday pa..
wish u health, wealth, family love n happiness always..
n wish could give u happiness soon

I'm home..
n this trip not lead me to anywhere but missing you..
realizing my love grows n its only hurting me coz you even not know it.. or you do
My last birthday to bandung..
I remember them.. hope 'your idea of love'
n now hoping you my taz