-fall in love-

-when you can stop smiling

when your mind running without control imagining

and everything that pass through just remind you of him

you know its wrong..well coz sometime its just wrong

you know its hard..well coz sometime he just like a star to reach

it was the sweetest sin 

dont get me wrong coz i wont let my heart loving someone else's man

c'est toi cheri 

when you see his black eyes and drawn inside of it everytime you met

when you blushing pink and doing fool or stupid things

when you even don't know where his heart belong

until yourheart beating fast n sudden worry coz hoping too much

then you know uuuuups

boy i'm in love with you^^

ps. aciih ninda temenin mam mlm juga caca ;)

       senangnya diantara couple that in love

      nindaaaa ssstt...jgn kawatir i'll be smart girl 

       karena memang susah menjaganya ;p

..SunShiNe..

hoping its grow inside..
bring happiness and inspiration to live..
like the fresh of air after rain last night..
or smile from baby face..
it's not always laugh and joy..
sometimes alone and tears..

but if you seek inside it still from the sweetness of love
realize you love someone so deep and so real..
its a gift ..its your God forsaken right to be love

-nails in the fence-

Beautiful reminder
For me its like alarm that wakes me n show friends that love me so n I love them

Make sure you
read all the way down to the last sentence.

(Most importantly the last sentence)


There was once
a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day
the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next
few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily
gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all.

He told his
father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his
temper.

The days
passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.


The father
took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will
never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

Remember that friends are very rare jewels indeed.
They make you smile and encourage you to succeed; They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open
their hearts to us.

It's National
Friendship Week. Show your friends how much you care.. Send this to everyone you consider a
FRIEND, even if it means sending it
back to the person who sent it to you! If it comes back to you,
you will then know you have a circle of
friends.

YOU
ARE MY FRIEND AND I AM HONORED, BLESSED n SO LUCKY

sometime we already know important things but we just never aware we should apply them
im paying a lot for this lesson..but its ok
as long as we live we should learn to be better and better person to have meaningful and happy life
jangan anggap marah adalah pilihan bahkan jangan pernah terfikir ada hal you call it
mad and anger...bertahanlah untuk sesuatu yang you believe it could turn out beautiful
---bersabarlah---sabar---sabar---

*the Man*

Sweet reminder from adek qucil n sayang pour moi et vous 'gals'
So little gift won't made me happy until I share them, here it is..

Gals if you can:
•Carilah seorang pria yang memanggil mu cantik, bukan hot / sexy.
•Yang menelepon kembali ketika kamu menutup telpon.<3
•Yang mau tiduran di bawah bintang dan mendengar detak jantungmu.
•Atau mau tetap terbangun untuk melihatmu tidur.
•Tunggulah seorang laki-laki yang mencium dahimu.
•Yang mau memamerkan dirimu pada dunia ketika kamu sedang keringetan.<3
•Yang menggenggam tanganmu di depan teman-temannya.
•Yang menganggap kamu tetap cantik tanpa riasan.<3
•Seseorang yang selalu mengingatkan kamu, betapa besar kepeduliannya padamu.<3
♡ dan betapa beruntungnya dia memilikimu ♡ :)

un homme que j'adore
un homme qui dit toujours "je t'aime cheri" juste en regardant mes yeux
un homme qui m'a fait le confort avec son sourire
attendre que l'homme .. donc je peux embrasser son sourire
attente pour vous le miel

-a pRay-

dearest Allah,

i know a lot of deal i didn't fullfil .. a lot of times i didn't keep and already try to made one more..
so help me true Ya Allah
here it is.. keep me close to You, help me hold my faith and made me strong always to had motivation and inspiration of your love that will accompany me always, like so much love that always i aware aroud me, like miracle You bring and made me realize, like a wink from You *^ ... then please..
i know you will give me this wish.. wishes on my prayer when i down on my knee n kiss the earth
and a wish for my happiness to be..
a smile that gonna be mine..
sweet angel who stand everafter by me
sun that shine so bright through my heart
a heart that only for me from your blessed
pair of black marble eyes that i caught n trapped in me
a mess that i adore
a lips and kiss that tender
little black spot wont hurt
a perfect draw with white and rainbow for me
at last a vow that only comes from Your blessed
its Your sign of love for me ;)

the Power

Quote from my best friend...
carefull with power in your hand

There so many powerful people in this world, but when the power become a weapon to press others, it become a liabilities because it will decrease their valuable assets and it will cost them friends, people who care, possible friend, and even their family...Do they ever thought it that way?

Seems there so many of them, with no heart, never thought what it would be like if they are in our position..The world keep turning n we can someday have the same power as theirs

Then again..There are so many powerful people but there's no kind people who care bout each other...One say that makes us survive this life is believing that God is not blind, never sleep and will give bad people a very very pain punishment in the end of day
so be patient and pray to get reward some day
=)

the beautiful mess

one time i found this song n sudden felt .. describe more about my self

- a beautiful mess -
by jason mraz and here are that i thought more like myself

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And what a beautiful mess, yes it is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are [x7]

We're still here
What a beautiful mess, this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is "Yes"

Through, timeless words and priceless pictures We'll fly like birds not of this earth

And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together

And we, tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But its nice today. Oh the way it was so worth it


hohoho serius kaliiiiiii hihiii
i used to use 'complicated' word then a man that now is my ex ;p said
ak harus jauhi kata-kata itu..well its not that complicated
it's just me ;p
i'm like south n north pole in one spot n almost two in one
bisa jadi sadis or an angel..tp sekarang udah belajar harus lebih sabar^*
i'm a loving soul really..(dengan nada merayu ;p)
bisa nangis ampe bengkak ato ngekek ampe nangis jg hihii
pemalu tapi kadang ga tau malu..berarti malu-maluin yak? ;p
ga cantik tapi kadang keliatan ok..jiaaah wkwkkkk
yg pasti ky di lagu ituh
-strong but needy
-humble but greedy
-my style quite selective
-and my mind ulalaaa..not rather lg de tp emang reckless
(sambil tutupin mata n geleng-geleng)


i am so biased but you will love my advice really ;)
i always need my bestiest and its always gotta do with my insecurities
above my contradictions ..its true i'm not shame in being crazy
coz crazy to me mean more fun enjoyin life..hell yeaa
but i also like being simple..seperti
i dont like anything to add on my food..
ga ada sambel, ga ada kecap, ga ada pelezat rasa 
ga suka ada yang ganggu pikiran ato hati
always appreciate what life given
so much love..most beautiful memory and great happiness future will be
me..rere..si pantat qucil, kesayangannya pooh, diajengnya mas, si tweety and to be..


the R