mon journal

Jogja, 24okt2011

Happy bday pa..
wish u health, wealth, family love n happiness always..
n wish could give u happiness soon

I'm home..
n this trip not lead me to anywhere but missing you..
realizing my love grows n its only hurting me coz you even not know it.. or you do
My last birthday to bandung..
I remember them.. hope 'your idea of love'
n now hoping you my taz

foolish heart

Im swept away by love
but is it really love?
when I just felt longing
I miss you so dearly
Every time you far
Every time you cross my line

Hate when I just assuming
But i really don't have clue
No noo I want to see it .. i need to see it
Like red n green light at street
Like black on white
Like written on o the wall

Thank you for the patient when beside me
Thank you for little tenderness that you don't realize
or you do?

Teach me about life
Tell me bout stories
Show me your dreams
Walk me.. lead me
Make me can'‎​​t argue to you
Miss when you give me so much advice

So when i miss you so dear
I pray hard for you
Really happiness n the best for you
Hoping so bad you let me in
But u already teach me bout letting go also
So ... just wait for the Great One give me the love

Our Idea of Love

but its all so easy
all you got to do is try
try a little tenderness
love is their whole happiness
mr. buble so damn rite bout that
bout happiness for woman
what else then love?
rite now i just remember about my dear best friend just said
bout love that he long
then more i think more i wonder
coz sudden though i dont know what is the real meaning of it
now i really do.. feel it really want it
i do want it too dear
"cinta yang seimbang"
and i just keep praying sweet surprised for me from heaven
coz everywhere i turn i just couldn't find it
couldn't find him is he hiding?
i want a smile and eyes that made me tame n just can't argue
a hand that walk me all my life
jokes that accompany me n made me cry and laugh at the same time
the one that can make us happy heaven and earth
you're not easy to find honey
are you already in my life or we just havent met yet?

lost in space

the more you see how fast and wide is the world the more you feel tiny and meaningless like there's nothing enough you can get, you can't achieve things n define your self in the middle of it.
then i just felt maybe doing something lil or simple can make our heart better... and heart is really one thing that we should preserve.. for this world own by the greatest One. and heart is the only way we can attract attention also communicate.