more letters

dear honey,
if i just can write that among the letters i send to you n the truth is i lie when i say it was a good love letter. how can it be a good love letter when every time i met some one i just wanna run away n expecting in return from you ,, i wish i brave enough to let go of you from within
if i have the beautiful face like my jojo
if i have that daring eyes n gesture like rien
if i have the funny things in uwie
if i if i if i n the truth is im not ,,
coz them also maybe not good enough for you
so im round in my own crazy circles
sometime wondering n sometime talking to my self as if im talking to you
rite now i really do wish i have your love
i wanna love my best friend n have the love too

my world would would be a beautiful place if i can share n show them to you
i wanna say to people that i love u coz i know you
like best friend do
like you hate honey n milk
like you love spicy
like you like babies
like your left leg hurt
or maybe every body knows that too

lately i know this kind of feeling wont go away even if  marrying else
then i'll carry you always here #heart as long as God not made me forget
the truth is i miss u every day, every hour, every minute n every beat of  ..